Lost hope

My hand are cuddling my face
my heart begins to race
the fact that you said goodbye
are you really happy with her
are you really never comming back ?
i`m trying to stay pleasent
but it gets harder everyday
i`m trying to keep all hope
but i feel it is slipping away
all i have is the painful memories
the good days we used to share
the days we loved eachother so truthfully
the day you used to care
but now it is so hard to cope
with the fact that your forever gone
that all i have is all ive ever really had and that is nothing but lost hope..