If This is Goodbye

If this is goodbye,
I want you to know
It will take some time
to let you go.
I hope you understand
how lucky you made me feel
but also all the wounds
i now have to heal.
I want you to comprehend
exactly how much i thought of you
and how in love i was
with everything you do.
I want you to dream about me
and wonder why you gave up...
saying goodbye and walking away
wishing the best of luck.
i want you to start talking to me
and wonder if I'm with someone new
and i want to say,
"babe, i missed you too."
If this is goodbye
i want you to think
two months from now
and miss me.
i want you to sit back
and think back to us
all the good and the bad.
all of the love.
I want you to remember
some of the funny things we said
or maybe think back
to when we first met.
i want you to smile.
and then get really sad.
when you remember the connection
we both know we had.
Know that i love you
until the day i die.
know that I'll miss you
if this is goodbye.

dedicated
*he knows who he is*