Pain (part 2)

All I ever think about is this
the day i promised you and got my very first kiss
through all the blood and the pain you said you would never leave
Now you left me here because empty words you did believe
Now I'm stuck with these memories
Stuck in the dark while inside I blame myself
With all the pain held inside without you to help
And now you will never come back
pride and past have made sure of that
so at the end of it all i proud that I saw that it doesn't even matter at all
If I'm alive or dead so now i finally get to rest my head
peace at last without your voices of the past...
good night sleep tight, no one to protect you anymore at night

-The Lost Shadowe