The Truth

Took a pictures of us by your parents
Stood with you and others
Smiled at the cameras
Walked outside under the shine stars
Walked into a beautiful restaurant together with our friends
Danced under a disco ball
Danced slowly with ya
Laughed together
Smiled at each other
Held our hands in the party
Walked and looked for your friends
Smiled at your beautiful smile
That was my nightmare every night, I slept in my bed
It replays all the entire time in my nightmare
Even through it was real dream in a real life
Into the nightmare
I missed to talk with you
Fell through the dark black sky with the stars in that night
You never caught me in your arms
Your mind thought I was just your friend
I died on the ground
My blood flowed out of my skins upon the ground
You don't care
Don't your eyes see?
Your eyes are too blind
I fell for you, and I guess I know now
You don't fall in love with me, even through you love me as just a friend
You don't love me
I know the truth
Somebody told me the truth about you
I ain't saying his or her name
Now, I guess I gotta let you go
Now, I know the truth
I loved you deep inside my heart
I fell for you
Now, I got nothing in my hands
It doesn't matter to me anymore
I don't care anymore
Just go away, boy
Letting you know that I'm not hurting anymore
However I was in deep, dark pain because I knew you didn't fall in love with me
Now, you love someone else better than me
Your tongue was false, because you told me that I was "special" one
I guess I gotta let you go
Go away, boy
I don't need a love anymore
Even through I will need a love later in my life
Your voice never told my ears the truth, a fool boy
Now, I know the truth about you
I gotta accept it, but I'm going to miss you
Not going to see you again
I may walk seeing you in the hall
Even through I'm putting a mask on my face
You won't see me anymore
Not hurting anymore in deep pain
Not screaming anymore out of my heart
I already screamed in pain out of my heart so many times
However I am not doing it anymore
I am done
I know the truth about you
I don't have to ask you anymore
Thanks to somebody who already told me the truth
Your voice is too cold to tell me the truth
Heh, your legs gotta walk away from me
Smiling at your face
Smiling at your fake smile
Putting a mask on my face, and your eyes will be freeze to look at me