To End the Pain

"No more" She cries, "No more pain please!"
Shaking as she struggles with her disease
The razor glides, blood begins to flow
Spilling secrets no one should know

Her heart and soul has grown stone cold
Hatred building in the being of a fifteen year old
Anger floods her mascara streaked face
Remorse soon felt for she fell from grace

Her spirit beaten, her body bruised
All her life she's been abused
Since no one is there to try and understand
She falls in love, with a dangerous man

Gently he reaches out to touch her cheek
Smiling, because he is strong, and she is weak
Luring her in and feeding her lies
No one around to hear her cries

Arms held in place above her head
Silently she wishes that she was dead
As his body presses hard against hers
Tears fill her eyes and her vision blurs

Locked in a little room with no light
Terrified, not knowing day from night
She paces back and fourth, crying
On the inside she is slowly dying

Beaten once again, half starved to death
She is alone, she has nothing left
No will to live, no desire to die
She won't break down, and let them see her cry

In the Connor of the dark room
Approaches the feeling of impending doom
As her unsteady hands grips the blade
Out of desperation, she is not afraid

She makes a jagged cut along her wrist
Thinking of his steely brutal fist
She bows her head in sincere shame
No longer able to take the pain