Why Me, Why Her

Why me why her
she comes and i am gone, its all a blur
is she preetier, is she smarter
maybe she has it all, is she a martyr
does he love me, does he care
am i just a on of those spares
i cry in the day, i cry in the night
im now blind but ill put up a fight
my dreams of him, my nighmares of him
he is my painful whim
will it get better, will it change at all
this whole thing has been one great fall
people say to move on, people say to get revenge
i cant bring myself to do it but i do want avenge
should i change how i look, should i change who i am
maybe i am just one big sham
why me why her
she comes and i am gone, its all a blur