Letting go but slow(R.I.P. RIRI)

(I WROTE THIS FOR MY EX GIRLFRIEND MY TRUE LOVE WHO PAST AWAY SO PLEASE COMMENT IT WAS HARD TO WRITE.)

I write poems about you everyday,
At least in my head sad to say,
For i never had the strenth to write em down,
Intill now,
The day u died,part of me died,
My heart stopped beating,
Thoughts quit racing,
Life lost its meaning,
I think back to that most horrific day,
When that bullet hit you,
My soul got thrown away,
Three years of my life,dam girl you saved my life,
I was nothing but a f**kup and you made me right,
Still cant believe you not here with me to night,
I miss how you used to hold me tight,
Even when i cried you was there 2 wipe my eyes,
You were my tree when storms hit,
You stood strong for me,
Nobody else cared and was there like you,
Dam baby,i miss you,i just wanna kiss you one last time,tell you how much i love you,
I never really got to say goodbye,
So now i try 2 get past this,move on,but your memoryes everlasting,
Now im asking god up above to let you know im still in love,and i gatta let you go!!