I've been waiting for this special girl for two years now, and all I get is a bundle of hurt. I loose sleep at night, because I often cry. My tears turn red, I am wasting my life. But, I wouldn't care if I died. I just want to see her ook my way and smile, it used to make everytyhing around her disapper. And now I am lucky if she just says hello. Now she is dating my best friend, and it hurts, only sometimes. I have never been a jelouse person. Until I started to hanging out with her again. Her and her new boyfriends, but none never really got to me like this one. But at the same time, it makes me so I am also glad to see her smile. She says she loves to hang out with me. And so I guess that is a good thing.