Falling apart,
Please help me, dont let me down.
I need you now; I need you!
Hold my hand, understand.
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wished?
For me to fall so hard like this..

You can only be strong so long, before you break. </3

My heart;
Broken and bruised-
I dont know how..
But somehow I got through.

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I Guess today I finally realized, Im not; nor ever will be as strong as I use to be. I never knew how strong I was, untill being strong was the only choice i had left.

My heart has gone numb, will you speak to me- so it can be like normally?

Why do i feal so whole, yet feal so weak? Why do I feal like the world is turning its back on me?

"..all I can feal is every little piece of my heart breaking."

"do you ever have feelings of not measuring up?" they ask me "do you ever feel like your not good enough?" inside i say, failure is my life.

I think about you every second of the day,
Your always on my mind, and never close to away.
If you dont love me anymore, all you have to do is say.
Because i dont want you to hate me when im loving you this way.

I'll never understand. I wont ever know. Why cant you see? My heart aches.. and i think i want you to be with me. only me. It confuses me too, it is way too soon. But this love for you, my boy, its true.