I told you my feelings may not be platonic, I wasn't sure.You said you liked me but that my age is an obstacle. Now I'm scared to tell you I've figured it out because I don't want to admit I'll never have you because you think I'm too young...

I'm in here alone because you went off and got stoned. Before you were laughing and cuddly now you wont touch me, look at me, you're not even here. If i leave will you even notice?

I love you so freakin much even though all your drinking and the drugs are hurting me. I told you I'd never leave you and I've lasted this long but I'm starting to doubt how long I thought I could do this...