When...

Post ur thought of a "when" in ur life that you were happy or felt something alive in urself...

... the time i was happiest was when i was staying the night at his house nd he would cuddle with me and hold me tight running his fingers through my hair nd kissed the top of my forehead....

but he is dead now so i will never get that back nor will i ever see him again other than a stone..

Aw. I'm sorry he passed away hun. I hope your doing well with dealing with his passing<3.

One of the times I was happiest was with my ex the first time he told me I love you and the moments before he changed into a completely different person. Feeling as if nothing else mattered at that moment

Its ok i have a hard time with dealing with it but i suck it up so people dont c the real me... the real me that cries baisicly every night, that cuts more and more ofter, and that all i wanna do is curl up nd die but i fake a smile and say im ok and i must be getting pretty good cuz people believe me....

im sorry that happened to u. i know how that feels. it hurts but if u ever need someone to tlk to im here pretty much every day for a lil bit normally not on the weekends tho but im trying to get my laptop so i can b :)

My happiest time caused someone else to feel a lot of pain. unfortunately. I had my "ex" stay with me for a while when I was already in a relationship, things happened, I eventually told her (the gf). hence the happiest and pain situation. lesson learned.

Mine would be when i was drunk and forgot everything that was happening in my life...

The happiest moment I had was when my mom and I danced around our "new" house for the first time, after leaving my dad. It felt like I couldn't ever be hurt again, then he made me go stay with him... I had nothing but hope, then everything, and then absolutely nothing at all.

The best year of my life was my first year of uni... I really felt alive then, and free. Now everything is a mess.

When i was last happy was prolly last night when i couldnt fall asleep till 2 am and barely slept at all cuz i was numb from everything

The best time i've ever had when he visited me in my country, n finally i could hold him for the very first time, walked hand in hand, cuddle, n watched him sleep :)

I would say it was when i went for an Hiv test and it turned out to be negative..it was a huge relief

^^ thats good

i cant say a happy moment right now im kinda to the point were im going numb again

Im numb now and there is no turning back :(

The last time i was truly happy was when my ex first told me he loved me. sometimes i miss him but then i remember he broke my heart and he never really meant it. either way i was happy then. am happy now but not as much...

I cant lie..its only when am drunk that am truly happy, i forget all my troubles and just let loose, feeling so free

Awww im so sorry to hear about your love :[ im sure hes in a better place looking over you :] hes your angel<3

One of my happiest memories is when i was younger back in elementry school years when life was easier.. When life didnt hurt :/

The last time i was really happy was when i saw justus after not seeing him for like two weeks. he gave me a hug and it made me miss him like crazy. but he's back at school which is nice :)

Awww happy to hear that angel :]
yaaay! :]

Last time i was happy....was when we didnt argue or fight when we could just hold eachoter (even if it wasnt physically)

Awww :[ i hope u become happy again<3