Verginity

The thought in my head are making me scared,
I'm not even sure if you ever cared.
i cant believe i let you have it so fast,
i don't even know if we are going to last.
i always told myself it has to be love
what are they thinking of me from above?
everyone told me to find the right one and wait
but now its to late.
i let him have it, like it never matterd
he took it from me now its shattered</3