You def got alot of demons renting space
in your head. you will never move on
with these thoughts eating away at you like a
cancer. your kids are young enough that
if you got up tommorow and desideed that
you were going be a nicer and happier person that would be ok thats it no redeption
no apologies necessary just be our mom
thats it .

This poem touched me really deep. you have expressed the pain and longing for a mum so well.i know too well what its like to watch a mum with depression and just want even that one slight smile you asked for.

i also know the thoughts about thinking you are bad, you done wrong and deep down you just want a hug, i realted so so well to this and i thank you for writing it. it flowed so well and was really moving.

hope things get better soon, well done xxx