I Thought...

I thought I let him go,
I thought that was an end.
I thought it was ok,
I thought I let my heart mend.

I thought it wouldn't be as hard,
I thought he could still be my friend.
I thought my feelings were gone,
I thought I wouldn't have to pretend.

I thought I could forget him,
I thought I didn't need him to depend.
I thought life was different,
I thought the rules could bend