Realize I'm Gone

By: Kristie Martinez

As I sit and wipe away my tears
You look at me first the first time in weeks
And it’s the first time I could see you cared
I turned my back to you, you thought I would hurt you
Yet the pain remains, you walk towards me
I quickly leave, it hurts too much to even talk
If you cared at all you wouldn't have turned
Your back to me without a care
Now you seem to care, why?
Can't get me out of your head?
See how wrong you were?
Realize how much I cared and how you screwed up?
All I ever did was give you my heart and soul
That wasn't good enough, you believe
A rumor instead of me
Now you've lost me
I may still miss you sometimes
But my heart will heal from this pain
I'm done, I no longer care
Just remember how bad you screwed up
Realize I'm gone and this time
It’s for ever