Rapture
Pure unadulterated rapture
Complete and total ecstasy
Pounding in my wrists, in my throat
Rocking me from the inside out
My limbs are shaking uncontrollably
My head is throbbing
My eyes are slammed shut
My teeth bite into my lip and
I taste something sweet and metallic
I can feel every part of me quivering and yet I cant
I can see nothing and I hear less.
But I taste my blood
I smell my sweat
I can feel my nails digging into my hands
I can feel my throat aching..such pain
I explode; I can control it no longer
I mustI have to...II can feel it in my fingers
Biting into the flesh
FEED THE ANGER FEED THE PAIN FEED THE SORROW,
FEED IT... with blood..
I drag the sweet pain across my wrists, across my throat
Rapture
