My loss my love

I wish you were still here
If only you were still near
My life would only be about fear
But fear I would endure
Cause I still love you my love,my dear

I wish I could no longer bear
The pain that came with ever tear
That I cried everyday for a year
I only hope my life will stir
And everything will change from there

Now that I am free
I feel the need to see you
The must to kiss and hug you
And here I am feeling guilty
For losing my love for eternity