Ruined It

by Alyssa Weinhold   Feb 16, 2008


You held me close,
Said you'd never leave.
Whispered I love you when i needed to hear it most,
Now another broken heart-I'm left here to grieve.

You said call and you would listen,
Now I'm screaming with no reply.
Tears drown me with the mention of you.
Ignore me would be the best way to break me-I bet you think you're sly.

But it doesn't hurt less,
In fact its killing me more.
To know you are home but don't care to tell me yourself,
You plug your ears and lock the door.

Just another boy,
With no care about girls' feelings.
Just something you can throw away like an old toy,
Before the broken revealings.

An I love you hurts more than I hate you,
Because I know its no longer true.
You don't wanna see me cry-o boohoo,
Accept the repercussions of what you do.

I understand that your parents hate me,
That I'm cannot be there everyday.
I know there is another girl you want to see,
Because I see it in your eyes and hear it in the words you say.

I don't deserve to cry anymore,
I am worth more than you realize.
I am tired of my heart being stomped on the floor,
And you casually ignoring my cries.

So Bisquit how does it feel to be a heart-breaker,
To know you are no longer different.
You are just another faker,
Nice to know how much I meant.

So don't come crying back to me,
Saying you'll never hurt me like this again.
No you cant fix this with a sorry,
Because it doesn't even slightly dull the pain.

This is exactly what you promised you'd never become,
A heartless black pit.
Though I may seem crazy because of this to some,
This time you ruined it.

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