Someday

I know you truly want our "Someday"
And you know that I want it too,
And "beating myself up" and "crying at night"
Is what I can't let myself do,

Because I never wanted this to be a burden,
And I never thought that it ever would or could,
From you to me just waiting for each other,
It would cause more bad than would good,

Because i"ll wait for you forever,
That's what I always said,
And once I knew you felt the same as I,
And it was shown through every tear you've ever shed,

I've made mistakes,
And learned from them in the past,
It's just when I saw how precious you were,
I simply fell so fast, and I just knew we would last
.
Though my family and friends would say,
"She doesn't know who she is yet"
"She's too young to feel that way"
I never once listened to one word my family or friends ever said.

I didn't care what they thought or said,
I knew that I was right for you and you were right for me,
And I still know if things could be changed,
How perfect we would be

Now how will we preserve?
Preserve this so called relationship,
When it was I that said,
Being only friends just wouldn't work,
Too many tears would be shed,

This idea has been put in my head,
That to you I'm kind of a regret,
Someone who's been holding you back ,
From the things that you wanna get,

I feel so guilty that this might be true,
Even though you'll swear that it's not,
But how can we know if I wasn't with you,
There's nothing better that you could've got?

And then you'll be able to see,
And never find another me,
But the sad thing is, and I know you know,
There will be no guarantee,
That just cause your finally ready for us,
And your ready for me,

That I'll still be waiting with open arms,
Cause you finally found out then,
That nothing will ever be as perfect,
As"Someday" could have been...