Just go away

So many times i sat and stared
into those dark brown eyes
All i could think of was us
the us that became nothing

I want you to be happy
even if it means being with her
i know you like her
so stop teasing me like you do

stop those looks i always question
and that smile i see every day
dont tell me those few little words in the hall
just make it all go away

listen to me falling back into pattern
repeating these lines over and over
its just what you do to me
unable to think

just leave me alone
i dont want to see those eyes, that smile
because they will always bring me to tears
they remind me that i was never good enough

never good enough for you
but she was
im sorry i don't measure up
im sorry im not
perfect