My mind and smile

I reach out to you with my mind and smile,
Like a child leaning toward the endless first ocean,
Its wonder and mystery eternally resonating and alluring,
Are those thoughts I see flashing in the darkness,
Wishes of other lovers hoping to be discovered,
I reign my thoughts in, gather my composure,
Say I want closure but am I so sure,
Do I want to risk opening that door,
Only to have it slammed shut forevermore,
Your other admiring lovers form constellations,
Circling you fixated on a reflection of light,
And I wonder if they ever want a deeper sight,
Do they care to know your intimate atmosphere,
To know the mysteries or lack there of,
I am not content to be a passing fling,
I want knowledge, want love,
I want to escape the bounds of physical captivity,
I want to laugh beside you and cry on your shoulder,
I want to be your smile, and your secrets holder,
I want to embrace you with my arms, my lips,
I want us to consummate this with more than just our hips,
I want to rest my head beside yours be it on a field, couch or bed,
To wake up make you breakfast, SE you off well fed,
We might see struggles, but would face them together,
Rooted in love, able to withstand life�¢ï¿½ï¿½s ever changing weather,
Carrying our pieces of the original celestial spark,
Reflecting one another�¢ï¿½ï¿½s devotion amid seas of dark,
I would wear your ring as proudly as Saturn�¢ï¿½ï¿½s ornament,
And not want for more, because with you I am content.