Overprotective dad

It's funny how everything u say bring me to tears.
i feel like a coward.
cause I'm unable to bust your lips
and tell you how stupid you being.

I'm not your property, I'm your daughter.
I'm your daughter, not a Lil robot
that suppose to do everything you say.
if u haven't notice not a lot of kids have respect for
their parent the way i do.
so i don't owe u respect.
i don't owe you obedience.

i see how u having fun torturing me
and messing up my life.
if i had any choice i wouldn't be here.
trust and believe i would of been run away
if i had some were to go.
but i don't, so i gotta deal with your ignorant self.

i cant stand you.
i mean who u thought u was,
you bossing me around like you somebody
5 years ago, being a father was about money 2 u.
you thought Ur job was to send that money
while I'm stuck with them other folk.
now u think you all that.

i never claim you my father.
remember when i couldn't say i love you.
there was a reason.
It's cause i didn't love you.
I'm still unsure if i love you now
everyday u find a new way to make my life like hell.

Here i am am working ma butt off at school
and i cant get one night out to rest my mind.
everyday i have to fight ma hormone
and keep myself a virgin(just 2 keep u happy)
and here you are calling all type of name
the moment i say "hey" to a boy.

everything i do have to be so secretive
cause of the way you are.
you make me hate life.
i fell in love a year ago daddy
but because of you i had to give him up.
dad he still love me.
6everyday I'm hurting cuz i cant see him.
i hope you happy. i hope you're thrilled.

since your purpose in life is to destroy ma life.
it only a matter of time till i give myself to him.
And yes i can still find a way to blame it on you.
as much as i love him and
want to experience making love to him,
i still don't want to give up my virginity yet.

if i was allow to do the things i wanted to do.
i wouldn't had the time to think about this so much.
in time i will no longer be your Lil girl.
i cant help but to think that i only have 3 years to go.
3 years to get away from you
and i can tell you now i wont plan to come back.

lord please give me strength to keep up with this loser u give me as a father. i beg of you.