Makes Me Worry

[Dedicated to Richard Chu]

There are a lot of times that makes me worry
about someone who is my brother
he may not be blood related but does that even matter?
He helped me with all my problems and my downs;
he made me laugh,
made me giggle,
and made me smile.
I really want to give something in return.
Seeing him go through the things that he is, tears me apart
brings me downs as much as he is torn.
Feels like I am his pain is how much it hurts me inside.
He may not know how I really feel but I want to be able to show him,
with all the words I say and the advice I give.
That I really care and want to be able to help.
I want be the one he turns to every time he is down
and including all the time that he feels like breaking down and cry.

There are a lot of times that makes me worry
and can't figure what to do.
Can't stand seeing him hurt and suffering this pain.
Fighting the path of wanting to help,
but there is one part of him I can't get to.
How strong can he be to not let me in to help?
We all get emotional,
we all get cranky,
we all get moody,
but who actually takes the time to care about him?
I want to be able to get the words "I CARE ABOUT YOU" in our conversation,
to show him that he doesn't have to hide from the truth anymore.

There are a lot of times that makes me worry
what will he do next?
Running away never confronts the truth.
It just makes people worry even more.
I'm willing to suffer this pain with him
no matter what I go through
as long as this takes him out of the zone he is in.
I'll put in my every effort to help,
no matter how long it takes,
no matter who tries to stop it,
no matter how hard it is,
no matter how much pain we get,
nothing will come between us,
because I know we could fight through this together.