Harder to speak when you cant feel a thing

The words I can't say
And the words that I think
I'm trying so hard to display
What I can't put in ink

Any sign I'm alive
Cause I can't feel my heart beat
Instead I'm looking for a way
To sweep you off of your feet

Cause it's just so hard
To look into those eyes
And speak the words
that bring on butterflies

So I'm reaching for the phone
Trying to make that call
Harder to feel your fingers
When you can't feel anything at all

I'm trying to say the things
The things on my mind
Trying not to be mute
for they say love is blind

If I could do it
Make your heart flutter for real
I'd do it in a heart beat
But, that heart beat I can't feel