What hurts?

by iris   Feb 25, 2008


What can i start with or Where can i go? What im about to say it can hurt in anyway, very much so...what hurts is the physical pain, substantial or material harm 2 the heart...the emotional pain or anguish, the suffer pain or grief that he put me through...the need to cause damage or distress where the wound is...the causing injury, detriment, or suffering of life it felt when he stab me with a knife...the
kisses of pain, make a girl wanna go insane... what hurts is me seeing you with another girl and praying to GOD thats not your world because thats what i use to be...what hurts is my body its weak, unstable, and not in shape...it misses the way he use to hold it, explore it, and letting it
know that he wants it...what hurts is when i cry every night for his love, something that i cant have, something that i wasn't ready for cause his love is
strong and what hurts is that we both know i didn't do anything wrong...what hurts is that he blames everything and anything he can think of on me, im the guilty one ...what hurts is knowing that we can work it out but don't give it a chance...what hurts is knowing that the connection is still there, the feelings he has for me runs through his body crazy and I'm laying here writing this wondering am i going to be his lady?
but i would never know ...what hurts is him not telling me what he feels, how he feels and this situation kills, kills me...what hurts is the mind and how it thinks bout him everyday, its not a day that goes by with out him on my mind... because thats what my mind is set on, him and only him...what hurts is not having him there when i need him the most, not being n his arms or just not hearing his voice hurts...what
hurts is hearing love songs because they remind me of him...what hurts is seeing other couples do what me and him use to have, through its all away...what hurts is i try to throw all the memories away but they seem to keep coming back, with him gone i doubt if my life would get back on track...what hurts is that he was all i knew, i feel lost now ... and i cant even sue him for taking my heart, my soul, and my life...what
hurts is not finding anyone to replace his love cause nobody cant hold it down like he did...when he left i lost a part in me, a part that every girl has, i never thought to see the day that he leaves, he was everything that i needed ...but what hurts the most was his LOVE, something that was more just from the heavens above...my love for him wasn't in the heart but past my heart, past my soul, my love was so powerful for
him, even i couldn't hold it all in, i lost control...what hurts is missing him, when i look in to his eyes i feel me burning from the inside...

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