Awww, this is real. No one can speak that deep honestly cause, afraid to open the truth and not show to be afraid. You just hold yourself so much, take time, the more patient got with you, let yourself get close little bit. Time running better, the patient feeling slowly. If your boyfriend understand what you have been through, then he will wait for YOU TO BE OEPN WHENEVER YOU'RE READY TO STOP PUSHING!

This is so good, I love it!

This is really good :) pretty powerful stuff, nice wording.

just take it slowly yeh, im sure it'll get easier. and i hope you stay with your boyfriend, im sure he will understand :)

Amy x