Self-Fustration

Speechless,
no words to speak
all vocabulary has faded from me
I cannot express the way I feel

Mute,
Is that I've become
so frustrated at the words I cannot say
all forms of communication, fade

Pain,
flows through my veins
expressionless I forever will remain
incapable of saying what I mean

Pressure,
to talk constantly
no will power to tell you,
what I think about everyday;

The way you touch me
makes my heart soar
and my skin burn
hot emotion runs through my pours

you take my breath away
with every kiss you place on my body
I can't help but sigh in pleasure
every fingertip you touch me with,
excites the blood within me!

What better way
to spend the day,
than in your arms
and within your heart?

Fear,
beats me every-time
I try to say whats on my mind
yet, I so desperately wish to relay them to you

Shaking over takes my body
when trying to express
the words I dare not say
Right now, I shake just writing these words

I don't know
if I'll ever be able to express
the pleasure I feel everyday
the way my heart beats when you touch me
or the single shred of pain that grows within me,
when I look into your eyes

I feel overly engrossed
when I have these emotions
I feel as if, I'm engulfing you in too much feeling
I wish I never had these fears,
because I want so badly to tell you how I feel

No words come to mind
when I think about that night,
I know you ROCKED my world,
you made me feel so wanted!

the way your hands caressed me
down to the special way you kissed me
I wouldn't mind doing it again
but without conversation there can be no Action!

So here I sit,
trying to put that feeling into words
yet, all forms of speech escape me!