Decieving Kisses

The way I feel about you....
I just cant get over it.
Love you so... but-

Can't describe this feeling....
Of wanting you to
Want me... to love me

Scared you are lying...
trying to make a fool
Of me...

It took so long for me to
Open up with you...
For me to get this feeling truly.

So happy...
No cutting...
Just you...

This world shall come
Tumbling down just as
Quickly as it was created.

Why must It always be this way?
Just as I become comfortable
Everyone must take that from me.

Im so ashamed that I though
You actually loved me
It was a lie obviously.

You lick my cheek...
And it meant nothing to you
Though it meant the world to me

Soft kisses trail my neck
Truly I feel loved.
Please don't deceive me..

Why do I feel this way?
Like this is all a lie..
A stupid joke you are playing on me..

You love me, more than anything
I know you do.... but part of me
really wonders... what you think of me.