Ahahaha

Its 2 Am
and I'm still f.u.c.k.e.d up
i cant see anymore
from all of the drugs

i cant hear what they say
i only hear you
repeating in my mind
"what the f.u.c.k did you do"

i get up and walk slowly
straight down the hall
stumbling and tripping
my way as i fall

fallen down in the living room
reaching for the phone
i know i want you back
but i have to let you go

6 longs months
of nothing but lies
6 long months
that Ive wanted to die

i want to take the razor blade
and put it to my wrist
i want to take this loaded gun
and hold it with a fist

i want to take all of these pills
and drink everything away
i want to forget you
in ever single way

i want to hear your name
and say "Dylan who?"
i want to look past everything
that reminds me of you

i want to show you how i feel
with the sound of a gap
i want to watch you walk away
and never turn back

i want to let you know
exactly how i feel
so ill take this to my grave with me
and always hold up my shield

i want to block the energy
you and i once had
i want to look towards the good things
instead of all the bad

I'm starting out another year
that i have been alive
and i guess that you aren't in it now
and I'm not gonna cry

I'm not gonna say a word
not to you or your friends
I'm going to forget all of this
from the beginning to the end

so goodbye forever
my once deep lover
i hope you find someone knew
who isn't such a stoner!!