People tell me not to care,
They tell me to move on.
But it's the worst when he tells me it,
How can he not care anymore?
How can his feelings change that fast?
He didn't even have to try to get over me.
I bet he still cares somewhere inside him,
He just doesn't want to admit it to himself,
I'm starting to get over him I really am,
But I just hurts because he never talks to me anymore,
I just want him to be there one time,
I just want him to think of me one night,
Think about all the pain hes put me through,
I want him to stay up all night wondering why he can't go to sleep,
And then think about how I am in my bed crying myself to sleep at that same moment,
All I get from him is a look out of the corner of his eye,
How can he just throw it all away?
I really just want to be friends with him,
Because that would make it easier to get over him.
We never talk anymore cuz he says he doesn't want to fight,
But we haven't fought since that night at the movies.
And if I wasn't so stupid that night to even start a fight,
Then maybe we would still be together today.
And trust me I have learned from that but he doesn't see it.
What do I have to do just to be his friend?
One day will come when he needs me
And he will look me in my eyes and call me his friend.
Why can't that day just be today?
I guess that fact is really true,
You don't know what you've got until its gone.
I just miss him,
The way we used to be,
Back when he was calling me everyday.
Now its different and it scares me cuz he doesn't even notice I miss him.
I'm just a brick wall to him.
I don't know what else to think besides all the mistakes I have made
And how I regret them
I just wish I had another chance with him.
I wouldn't mess it up.
