ClOsEd eYeS

I close my eyes and think
think about my love for you
was why did i leave you
was there a deeper reason
than what was on the surface

i close my eyes and think
I AM OVER HIM?
i don't love him and he..........
HE DOESN'T LOVE ME

i close my eyes and think
i don't need him
I AM A YOUNG WOMAN
I CAN GET A BETTER MAN
BETTER YET I DON'T NEED A MAN

i close my eyes and think
i was I'm love...........
young,naive,love
i will get thought it
it was a faze and I'm good

i close my eyes and think
these thoughts go thru my mind
all these emotions go thought my heart
then like a bus slamming on its breaks

with my eyes closed
as the importance of this shocks me
i realize the most important realization
as tears start to flow

EYES OPEN NOW
still tears flow
follow like the Neil river

i open my eyes
i think that you on the surface
DON'T CARE
but deep down in your heart
you just might,maybe?

EYES Open I THINK
my love for you was not
a faze,not even close
my love for you was and
will always be there

whether the feeling was
or is mutual or not
i will never give up willingly
i will never look @ you
and not get hot,happy, and or other