Im so alone

Im all alone,
as you sit and talk to him on the phone.
My world is so empty.
with out you.
You say you like me
you really do,
but we are to different.
You ask why I care,
I just do,
you say but i broke your heart,
so,
i still care,even when life isn't fair.
i hand her the phone as I cant speak no more,
for the only thing that speaks are my tears.
I wipe away them,
holding back on all of my fear.
I tell myself it will be okay.
but I know there is just no way.
I take a deep breath and relax,
but for some reason I just know for a fact,
that it will never go back.