Why do i try
why do i keep on going
why am i feeling this way
why did you hurt me so
why am i still with you
why do i deny my love for you sometimes
Am i starting to like someone else?
am i starting to hate you cause of what you did?
am i regretting everything, you touching my body and me touching yours?
these questions are strong in my mind?
I'm try to forget the things you did but every night i wake up screaming and crying.
I have nightmares about you
sometimes i feel like killling you like the way you wanted to kill me
sometimes i feel like dumping you
sometimes i feel like yelling at you.
These wordes are strong of hatred and confusion.
Don't ask me why but this true.
i want you to feel the pain i feel
i want you to feel like your worth nothing to nobody
i want you to feel like your not good enough
i want you to feel abandoned
i want you to feel sick until you can't bear to eat or sleep
i want you to feel like there is no happiness in your life
i want you to feel every single bit of my pain that i felt in december
MY BROKEN HEARTED DECEMBER
(my feelings were mixed)
