This broken heart of mine

I know it shouldn't matter
and i know i shouldn't care
but i can't even help it
and now pain is whats to bear

i know i shouldn't have fell again
but too much beauty's in your eyes
you used to be the one i loved
but without you my heart dies

i thought that i had another chance
and i heard some things 'bout you
people said that you liked me again
and for once, i started to feel new

but then at lunch a few days later
my friends and i laughed and talked
the one friend told me she liked you
then the beating of my heart stopped

then one day you asked me who i liked
and i wouldn't tell you who
i didn't think i wanted you to know
because i didn't think you felt it too

i asked you the same question back
and you didn't know what to say
so we played twenty questions
and i asked and asked away

at first i was getting hopeful
cause this person sounded like me
then came something i didn't expect
she was medium, not tall like me

so i guess that it was my friend
and all you said was maybe
you wouldn't confirm yes or no
but gosh i had wished it was me

so i still don't know if you like her
but you guys sure hang out alot
and you flirt at lunch like crazy
and i am always at that spot

boy i just don't understand this
you flirt like crazy with me too
your little bro said you liked me
so i don't know what to do

i wish she didn't like you
can't she see its hurting me?
well i guess i still haven't told her
that with yous what i want to be

but if i decided to tell
all i would get is a lecture
she would tell me you're my ex
and i should just give you to her

I'm sick of being broken
and having my heart ripped in half
why can't i just be with you
i want to smile, giggle, and laugh

i can't explain my feelings
all i can say is that it hurts
I'm sick of feeling so unloved
of being left out in the dirt

all i can do is think about you
and how i wish you were here
to fix this broken heart of mine
oh this broken heart so dear