I Lost Him

Every time I think of him,
My eyes start to water.
My heart starts to slow,
And all I feel is cold.

I can't stand being this far,
From the one I was close to.
I gave him my heart,
And he stabbed it back in.

I don't know what to think,
I thought he was the one.
He used to make me smile,
But now its just cry.

I wish things were different,
I wish he still loved me.
I love him still,
but that won't change a thing.