Confession of a cheater

It's as if i'm inside the campus

where there's an intersection

in the hallway between

the locker room and the classroom

one guy is on the opposite side
of the other

i don't know what path to take and

whose heart should i have to break

Either way someone gets hurt

Both of them are comparable

i don't want them to wrangle,

i fear they might

i seem so lucky

and yet so unlucky

i look as happy as ever,

but to some content still unhappy

i want both of them with me forever

but that won't ever happen

now i'm in dilemma

between two persons i love equally

i'm in deep pain right now

i ain't ready to let one of them go

or let both of them go...

but i should have to accept it

it's my fault,

my weakness

and my wrongdoing

i'm willing to take risks

and face all its consequences

for i know

this is due to my selfishness

and irrationality.