If love is so good then why do i feel so bad?
It's hurting so much I think I'm going mad
My whole life is surrounded in the shadows of darkness
I don't want to be here in the dark feeling hostile
Everday I wake up, I sit up and sigh
Not another day I say a day of hate and lies
I seem happy but I'm not, I'm breaking down inside
I want to yell and cry that feeling just wont subside
It's always a struggle always and endless fight
I take out my knife my only comfort tonight
I go shut myself in my room tears runnin down my face
Oh how I long for his kiss, his warm embrace
I always wish for peoples cruel words inside
Then the time comes to lie down in my bed
To visit my make belive my happy world inside my head
When I enter he is the first thing that I see
He's waiting to re-unite in another happy dream
We'll kiss & hold hands everything is perfect it seems
And then I realize it was just a dream, I sit up and sigh
Another day of pain I have to suffer again until
I return to my happy dream world
