Sitting on my bed staring out that window the one that looks out onto the street the one that i would look for you so many times
the memories we shared and the ones that are yet to come i never forget
but today it feels different
my world seems to have a haze
a dark cloud over it that i just cant seem to shake away
you told me the news
no it cant be true
you are only 18
why you?
they say it only happends to the best but i never thought it would ever be true
baby ive fallen in love with you
what am i going to do if you dont make it through?
ill never survive without you
not only my boyfriend but a best friend too
one that i can always turn to
cancer? this seems like a dream
i know if i believe enough it wont be true,no it cant be true
what have you ever done
nothing i swearr your my only one
ive promised you forever through thick and thin
ill always be here for youu
and baby you better belive it when i say thats not gonna change no matter what the outcome ends up being
ill be here holding your hand and walking you through
all those scarry hours of treatment ill be right by your side
through your temperment problems ill see right through ill stand strong and remember you dont mean any of the mean things you may say..
being here for you every single day
our love is forever and that will always be true
ill even die with you
for without you there would be no reason to live
till the very last min
till the day you close your eyes
till the day you stop trying
ill be by your side
ill never love again cause you are my only one
i dont want you to leave me in this cold lonely world alone
this monster your fighting ill help to scare away
i wont give up untill we have another day
the califonia sunset
i hope i get to see
i hope we get to live our dream
i wedding on the sand under the beautiful califonian skies
i can imagine how beautiful it would be
id gladly take your place if i could
id glady die if that ment that you eould survive
survive to live your dreams of that playing that old gutiar babe you will never know how amazing you are
what do i gotta do just tell me what you need
ill always come when called
i love you baby more than you will ever know
just please please stay strong we will make it through this togeher forever just like i PROMISED
