PAIN

I lay here
full of fear
as i watch my life
crumble at the end of a knife
all my thoughts and worries
are finally going to be buried,
i found something out today
thats eating at me inside
but if its really true
whys he left me in the blue
so should i really trust you?
I've got someone really special to me
but i don't know if i should just let them be,
they really care, and help when I'm in pain
but i think all I'm doing is making them gain,
i put my friends through hell
I'm not the bustiest friend, i can tell
I've finally had enough
so I'm giving up
theres one easy way out, and I'm doing it!
few cuts here, few cuts there
now i can get out of your hair
finally you can disown me,
i know u wanted to
just remember me as a breathe of fresh air
and all the blood stains
as a sign of my pain...