Hurting Love

I wish i didnt love you like this
i wish we never met
let alone become so close
i wish youd forget about me
and abandon me without anymore heartbreak
i wish i could leave and never show you my face again
but then how would i explain it
when you dont even know my true feelings for you
im so sorry things had to change like this
im sorry my emotions took the wrong turn
i wish you would stop hurting me
and tugging at the holes in my heart
because knowing that friends is all we'll ever be
is enough pain to kill me
i really love you
i just want you to be happy
i know it wont be with me
but you'll eventually find out
and things will never be the same again
i love you
and i forever will