Fighting while writting (tears of pain flowing writing this)

I thought we were doing better than ever
i thought we were going to stay together for ever
i thought we had fallin so deeply in love
i thought we were going to have kids together
i thought we were going to get married
i thought we were going to college together
i f**king thought u loved me
i will no longer beg u to love me
if u dont want to be with me than dont
i actually thought u cared about me
i can't believe i thought i meant something to u
its funny how u think someone loves u and they dont
i must be a crazy b**ch to even put up with all of this
but now we are fighting again
could this be it
the end of our relationship
as much as i love u
and as much as we fight
i cant help feel like i need to be with u
i need to be with u to breath
i need u to live
i need you to tell me I'm beautiful
i need u to tell me how sexy i am to u
please babe don't leave me here alone
don't leave me by myself in the dangerous world
i thought u were going to be by my side for everything
i wish u could be here with me wiping my tears
as i write this
my face is starting to go numb because of the pain
I'm feeling writing this
i don't want u to go baby
please don't go
my tears are falling
as every tear falls i lose a part of me
babe i need u here to restore me
i thought u said u were going to stand beside me
through thick and thin
when it poured and when the sunshine was the brightest
now theres a hurricane and we are giving up
no we need to find shelter and protect our selves
because I'm not going to let this be the end