My Pain

My eyes were swelled up with tears.
My heart, lost and couldn't be found.
I didn't think about this a lot, but today it hit me like a ton of bricks.
He was gone, gone forever.
I didn't know how to react.
Should I cry?
Should I scream?
I sit and think about it now and I have come to a conclusion.
He isn't worth my pain and tears ever.
He talks to me, but I ignore him.
He walks with me, but I run.
I don't ever want to know a person like him ever again.