Confused

I'm in a state of confusion
my friend tells me stop liking him he's an ass
i want him
i don't want him
i don't need him
i do need him
i do like him
i don't like him

my feelings are so confusing
one moment i like him
the next i don't
why must i feel this way

these feelings are harder than trying to talk to him

I DON'T WANT TO LIKE YOU
but i do

i want to listen to my mind
but my heart isn't letting me sometimes