Blinded

by Carina   Mar 18, 2008


I guess ill never be enough for you. You don't seem to
appreciate me or anything i have to offer. you take me for
granted and expect me to stick around like a dumb broad.
well your wrong. God knows i love you in some way and i shouldn't
deserve this, yet i sit here and wonder what i did to deserve this
from you when all i did was love you and support you.
i gave you what most girls never give a guy. but yet u wanted
more. and i could never figure out exactly what it was...
so i let a part of you go, but u still wanted more.
So i let you go completely and when i decided to move on
and let you be free, you didn't hear of it.
You lie man do you lie. you said you wanted to go and i let you.
i didn't hear from you in like a week i called and called but you
never responded or returned my call. i was ready to move on
and let you go. BUT YOU CAME BACK!!! so it makes me
wonder what the hell Else do you want?! i gave you my heart
i trusted you with it, i loved you so much DAT it hurt. with my
heart you still wasn't contempt, you had to break it in half and
when that wasn't enough you had to break it into thousands
and then millions of pieces. But your still not satisfied.
I become to realize these are nothing but mind games.
you really don't care about me it was more all about the power.
every time i would move on, you wouldn't reach for me
because you cared or because you learned your lesson
you juss wanted to have control over my mind my body and my
soul. the the truth of this reality is that i was blinded, from
loving you , that i let you control me.
But I'm breaking free from your control and if you want me
back i shall control you!!!!!

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