The Reason 4 This Crush

My fear of rejection won't let me reveal it
Will this crush forever remain a secret?
I really like this dude & everything he is
Wishing each night that he would call me "his"
He just doesn't know of these feelings that are growing so strong
I wish he saw that I blush when he comes along
How will I ever tell him of this crush?
Is my timing right or am I in too much of a rush?
Sometimes I think that these are the beginning stages of love
Maybe he's my soul mate, GOD sent from above...
What is it about him that makes life carefree?
Could it be the way he says "Teesha" when he speaks to me
Or maybe it's how when he speaks, I get chills every time
It might just be when flashes that smiles, that gains a possession of this soul of mine
No it has to be the butterflies I get when he's around
And how he touch me, my heart drops to the ground
I guess the reason of the crush is a mystery
Because there's so many things about him that attracts me
Well, I guess I'll never know why I feel for him the way I do????