I keep thinking of how the day will go..
when i finally tell you..
how i love you so...
my heart will race at an unsteady pace..
and all you will see..
is a blank look..
upon my face...
People tell me how its such a shame..
i tease my own heart..
as if its a game...
"Just tell him,"..they say..
but i ignore them..i just walk away..
and whisper.."maybe some other day."..
Oh why cant you see..
how badly i want us..
to be...
I'm too scared..don't you know that?..
I'm so scared..
I've run out of rhymes...
Please don't let me be the first..
to make a move..
because i know i cant do it..
i already feel like I'm gonna burst...
being alone..isn't something to be happy about..
but being with someone..
doesn't mean it makes it easier..
its like guessing on every move..
hoping there isn't a doubt...
So today i want to tell you..
i want you to know..
that the day i tell you how i feel..
will be asked in a form..
"what you doing this weekend?"..
and when i ask it..don't ruin it for me..
tell me you don't have any plans..
&& that you were wondering if we could hang...
thats all i need to know..
thats all i want.......
