The Last Poem

It was a dream and u woke me up,
It was all perfect u were the one.

But i gasp now and clutch my chest,
The pain exceeds when will it rest.

I look down and my hands start shaking,
A sick sick feeling and the sound of my heart breaking.

The river of tears and the pain i go through,
Will never change my feelings for you.

It was Ur choice to let our love die,
Forget the reasons i understand why.

You broke every promise that u wanted to keep,
But you don't know how much its hurting me.

I hate you and love you and everything in between,
I don't blame you i just wanna scream.

You talk about death but i die everyday,
Being with out you is the worst kind of pain.

I swear i asked God to take me that day,
Coz i cant take anymore i cant live this way.

Its all god's willing and what ever he wants will be,
But babe I love you and you'll be forever a part of me

20/10/07
~Janie~