Ever fought for something that isn't there to fight for? Caused more problems than you already have in the hope that one day it might be how it was? Fight for love, friendship endless arguments you simply can't win but still you try.
Sometimes being able to accept what's gone is gone and move on is too much. Maybe there's still a chance of getting it right this time, what if? You can't replace someone you once loved, holding on, even if it's not great like it was, scared to be alone? How could you ever feel the same towards someone else? How could you ever be as in-love with someone else as you once where? Maybe you never will but when you age and look back on your life will you really be satisfied you spent so much time on something that just isn't there? Good times spent together are still good but can you still feel the butterflies?
Hoping it'll come back if you sort yourself out, solve all the problems. Isn't there still something missing though? You're forgetting or ignoring. Are you in-love with who they are now? Who they used to be? Something's still there, what is it? To care for the person even love them but to love someone and be in-love with someone are different things. Accept it.
