I sit here and wonder,
why do things always gotta go wrong?
whys life to hard,
why aint i strong?
in this life
i dont knoe if ill last.
as horrible as it has been,
ill never forget tha past.
it taunts me;
screaming in my ears.
all its complaints
is what i hear.
whyd i screw up so
many times?
why can i only
express myself in ryhmes?
& even though i dont deny that
i deserved all this
i still wonder why
theres one thing i cant admit.
that even though my lifes
been rough and not so great
theres only one person
i truly dont hate.
i wish that he
could realize
that he
sparkles in my eyes.
i wish that i could attempt
to give him mah heart
& trust that he'll
never tear it apart.
so to him i dedicate
this poem,
ill always be his company;
if he ever feels alone.
so to the man
of mah dreams,
for now thats
whut he seems,
i hope someday
he'll see
if its love he wants,
there'll always be me.
