Going insane?

She really drives me mad,
when she try's to get emotional and sad,
I start to yell and scream,
inside I'm wishing it's just a dream,
hoping that this isn't happening,
but it is and it's traping me.
It's as if being thrown into a cage,
locked up trapped and in a angry rage.
feels like you could just tear apart the bars,
but believe me its way to hard,
then all of a sudden, you get straped with barb wire wip's
leaving you mentaly scared.
it hurts, but then it doesn't,
at the time it feels like it wasn't
even really happening,
but then reality flash's upon your eyes,
and your laying there, in pitch black silence,
and you think your about to die,
your stuck in your own thoughts,
and asking yourself why,
why ?? is this happening,
why ?? should I take this from her,
why ?? should i be treated that way?
and then you wake up, amazing everyone around you,
you sit up and wounder what the f**k just happend?